Saturday, November 28, 2015

KUN?

This is another late news that I've just knew, that is the news about Kattun and Taguchi Junnosuke. A really sad news, I never expect that this news will happen.
Taguchi Junnosuke has announced that he will leave Kattun and JE on next spring. As a fangirl, a member leaving the group is the last thing that I want to hear. It so brokenhearted news for us fangirl. Even though I am not one of Kattun fans but still I knew them since the first time I am in JE fandom and I follow stories about them, I knew them. 
Last week, I have just re-watching the Shonen Club Premium show Ep with NEWS as the guest. It was the New years' special Ep. At that SCP show, they wrote a question on a card and members of the other group will pick the card and answer the question on it. At that time the question that Tego took was "have you ever think to leave the group?" When this question was up, everybody was anticipated about what was Tego going to say. I wonder if that time Taguchi Junnosuke already had this thought about leaving Kattun so one of the members wrote that question. At that SCP show, Tego said that the reason why he still In NEWS up until now was all thanks to all of the love that all of the fans have given to the group. He really grateful with all of their fans. The Chankapanas. 
Back to Taguchi Junnosuke. Some fans speculated the reason why Taguchi Junnosuke leave Kattun was because he's getting married. I do not know. Years ago, there was a rumor about Taguchi Junnosuke getting married in Hawaii. But then, that news was flew away as ash was blown away, gone with no trace. Idol is a human also, he has a personal life that he want to live on, I really understand that as a fangirl. However, when they decided to leave the group it's one of the most sad things ever. For Kattun, it is the third times. I do not know how the rest of the members feel about this. 
Good bye! Taguchi Junnosuke... Everybody has a right to choose his way to live his life and I appreciate your decisions for your life even though it was a sad thing. However, life must go on and I hope Kattun will get through this.    

Thursday, November 26, 2015

The Voice Within

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know (be strong)
You'll break it (hold on)
You'll make it (be strong)
Just don't forsake it because
(No one can tell you what you can't do)
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
And like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

(Listen) 

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

Birthday!

Konbanwa Minna!!!
Minna genki kai? ^__- These past few days was really an energetic days. My tension was up higher then ever. ahahaha.... Back to fandom makes me in high tension. There were so many things happened in fandom from Kinki Kids's new single "Yume wo Mireba Kizutsuku Koto mo Aru" (I really love this single), then I knew that our lovely boy Nakajima Yuto will have "Keiji Balerino" drama (I wonder if this drama will be a comedy? drama) and I am so grateful that I have fandom a place where I can release my hard RL. hehehe...
Then this, Dongwanie birthday's coming! One of my favorite Korean ever! Kim Dong Wan, one of Shinhwa's members who was born in 21st of November 1979 and he just released his album D (if I am not mistaken). I just knew him actually, since I into Shinhwa since last May. 
I still do not know much about him. At the first glance over Shinhwa, he was not my favorite one however as the time goes by Dongwanie turned into my most favorite member over other members. As not  a Korean fans, I actually not know much about Korean fandom life. However, since the first time I follow Shinhwa I think this Dongwanie is  really a cool person. He did what he likes. He loves to learn many things, he love to learn languages and he has a high social awareness. (I think. Personal opinion) I really like this Kim Dong Wan person. A cool person. Even though sometimes people think he is a joy kill and other members think that he was not funny and annoying but for me he still cool. ahahaaa... because I am bias. Other members ever said that he need to do plastic surgery since he has so many wrinkles. Funny, but I like the way Dongwanie is. There is no need to do plastic surgery since he cool as he is. Happy Birthday Dongwanie. Stay cool as always!   
Next person is this person, Jang Doong Woo. Really nothing much I could say about this person because I just knew him last week. ahahah... My first impression over this person was energetic person. Someone who always have extra energy over his body. One of Infinite members, who was born in 22nd of November 1990.  My sister said that DongWoo is an easy person. He is really emotional person, can be so happy easily and he can cry out his heart easily over some things that touched his heart. He is the one who feel really grateful over what Infinite has done so far. 
And what make I gave my eyes over this Dong Woo person was because my sister said that he is just like me, could be so happy and sad easily. Was that a compliment actually? Hahaha... 
But, Whatever it was I want to say Happy Birthday to Jang Dong Woo. 
Stay as you are, stay cheerful and do not let that spirit that you have on you gone away! ^^
Lastly 23rd of November, It's my birthday! I want to say a Happy Birthday to me! Hahaha... Someone ever said like this to me, "you like to see cool people, but how about you yourself? Don't you want to be a part of that cool people also? Are you want to end up as a watcher?" The answer is I really want to be a part of them. I want to show people around me that I could do something also, that I could be a person that can be rely on. I really wish that one day I could be a part of them. In this new age of me, I want to pursue myself to find what I really want in this life, and how I could be there, be a part of that cool people. hehehe.... Happy birthday to me!!
Birthday! always one of my favorite days ever, because we are the spot-lite on that day. Happy Birthday Dongwanie! Happy Birthday Dong Woo and Happy Birthday to me! ^__-  

Saturday, November 21, 2015

Keiji Ballerino

Saturday is coming!!
Hehehe... 
Ahh!!!.. I am so late! a Failure fangirl. I just knew this news that our lovely boy will have a new drama in January 2016 that is (Balerino Detective?) ^__^ Keiji Ballerino (刑事バレリーノ )
Months not into internet makes me lost. Ah!!! I really can't wait for this. Balerino Yuto is back. fufufu... 
Yuto kun Ganbatte!! 
I wonder if this dorama will be a comedy? dorama. I still lack of information about this dorama. 
Since Yuto have this dorama in the new years is mean that Yuto already has one movie and one dorama in January 2016. Omedettou Yuto kun. Ganbattene! Yuto! 
We will always Support you!
Jya baibai!!
^__^   

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Experiencing Jakarta

Jakarta, this is the second time I came to this capital city of Indonesia. The first time I came here because of my work, and this time I came here was not because of my work but to attend a concert. That was Infinite Concert. 


I was not that I am an Inspirit (how Infinite named their fans), it was because I was really curious how to experience a live concert itself. My sister is an Inspirit, she bought the ticket concert for me. 
There were so long story behind we attend the concert, the story that would make this journey of me to Jakarta became one of my journey that I will never forgot in my life. But, I am here not for sharing that private story of me ^___^
The concert was started on 3Pm sharp. We, my sister and I arrived at tennis indoor Senayan Jakarta around 2.15Pm. Honestly, I did not really know Infinite. I just knew one of their song from their latest  album (Reality) that was Standing face to face (I called this song Yogie, because that was the only word that I recognized). Infinite has  seven members but when I came to that Concert I only knew two out of seven members that was Kim Sungkyu (the leader) and Kim MyungSu (both of them are Kim). 
While we were waiting for the concert to start, there were some music video were playing on the big screen; most of people around me were screaming over the video even my sister, she scream but me? I just laughing over myself, I did not know them and the worst I did not not all of the songs that playing on the screen. I was like an alien who came to a new world. However, I was saved by my sister; she introduced me the members one by one. She kept informing me while watching  the video and I learnt to know them a little bit. 
3Pm sharp, the concert started. Infinite shown and all of the Inspirit scream out loud over them. I really not into Infinite but the atmosphere of the concert, the spirit of the fangirl, I really like it. I proud myself as fangirl ^_-
As the concert go on, surprisingly, I enjoy the concert (may be because I like atmosphere of the fangirl around me). My sister kept telling about the boyband (Infinite) story from the members and all of the songs that they sang at that time. in that concert I learnt that Infinite has seven members that is SungKyu, DoongWoo, WooHyun, HoWon, SungYeol, MyungSu, Sungjoong (If I am not mistaken) and I learnt to know their songs. My favourite song of Infinite? It still Yogie (the first song of Infinite that I knew). 
At that concert, they sang and danced with full energy (sorry I could not give the list of the songs because I do not know the tittle of the songs), too bad one of the members that was Lee HoWon was not in his fit condition (his foot injured) so he just sat on a chair when the others were dancing. 
Two and a half hour in concert arena was just like a blink of an eye. Two hours was too short. I really like the atmosphere of the concert. I really wish that one day, I could attend Hey!Say! JUMP or Kinki Kids concert but it almost impossible for Jianisu to come to Indonesia T_T
My first concert experience, even it was not my fandom but I really enjoy it. Now, I knew why people love to attend concert it because concert gave us fangirl a different sensation. hehehe... But if there's someone ask me, will I change my fandom after I attend that concert? My answer will be... No, I will not. Hehehe... I enjoy the concert and I really appreciate the Idol (Infinite), they work really hard. I enjoy their songs and dance. I will became their spectators... Hehehe.. ^__^
Today, November 19 2015 1:32Am, is my last day in Jakarta. I do not know when I will come here again. Tonight, I spent my internet credit to write this because I do not want to make the days I am here just pass by. Hehehe.... 
Another important thing is... Kinki Kids first day sale. 

Yesterday, November 18 was Kinki Kids new single's first day sale. As a fangirl, I am a failure, I just knew that Kinki Kids will released a new single was just last week and I lose the change to have the Limited edition of this single. Too bad, too unlucky for me as fangirl. Months not into internet makes me became a failure fangirl. However, I still happy because of the sales of the single was good like always. ^__^
Yesterday, B1A4 also released a new single "Happy Days". B1A4 sales in Japan was good. I remember the last time I ever posted about B1A4 single sales also, and it was good also. I am not B1A4 fans actually, I just knew one of their members that is Baro. I knew Baro because of he play in "Reply 1994" and I like that drama. 
Congratulations! for Kinki Kids and B1A4 ^__^
I wonder, Will Kinki Kids release a new album this year? I really want to have one if they release it. 
Ah! I really want to attend JUMP or Kinki Kids concert, I wonder when that day will come to my life.. Hehehe... 
That's all!
It has been a long time since I came to this blog and posted something here. RL is killing me. 
Baibai!
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