Happy Belated 25th Birtday Nakajima Yuto

Konnichiwa Minna!!! Since this is supposed to be a birthday post message, so I would like to greet a very happy belated birthday to you Nakajima Yuto. It is almost the end of August, I know. Have a please and wonderful year ahead. Please be happy and healthy always.
This year so many things happened, either in RL or in my fandom life. To be honest, I have an argue in me whether I should post something in Yuto's birthday or not. Both fandom live and RL are killing me. However, the last 10th of August was so special because it was Yuto's 25th birthday and Yuto is too dear to be abandoned. Happy birthday dear Nakajima Yuto, you, the core of my happiness. You, never ever failed to make my day, please be healthy, be happy, and be hype as always. Don't make your number of age limit the way you express yourself. Please always be the Nakajima yuto we all know, the one who never ever failed to make people around you be happy. However, do not ever force yourself, ne. We love you as you, as Nakajima Yuto. 

This month, August, something happened in me; something that I never imagine before. For the nth times, I have an argue to "quit" and to close this blog of mine. When my hearth and head walked in different paths, it is killing me. To be honest, this Yamajima is the reason why am I still here at the moment. Despite my murmur here, I want to say omedettou to Yuto as Daichi Suzuki in Suits Japanese series. Really, can't wait for this dorama. I like Mike Ross character so much and I really anticipate for Yuto's. Ganbatte ne Yuto! I know you can do it good. Yuto and Yuko will unite again after Boku gohan the movie.This Daichi Suzuki is a real good chance for Yuto to show his acting skill. Ganbatte!!!
The last part of this post, I would like to say ganbatte to Keito. This month, August, will be the last month I could see you in TV shows. I miss you already. Ganbatte ne Keito! One day, even if I am not here (in this fandom) anymore I still want to greet you when you comeback to JUMP. JUMP will always be a part of me. I am so happy in this fandom. However, sometimes something unexpected comes to our life and change a part of it. Something that we can't resist. I always love JUMP, especially you, Nakajima Yuto, the boy who I follow since Yayayah! show up until now. 
Once again Happy belated birthday Nakajima Yuto ! Your age is a quarter of century now. You have very right to do what you want to do. If you want to have a girlfriend or even to get married, you have the right to do that. Don't force yourself. Remember to be happy, healthy, and of course be yourself always. Love you.  

Happy Belated Birthday Nakajima Yuto

It's 12nd of August today, and it's two days after our lovely Nakajima Yuto's birthday. I know it's late but I still want to greet him a very happy belated birthday. I am so sorry, it's late. I am a fail fangirl. 

Nakajima Yuto is a complete adult now, it was just like yesterday when I saw him in "Nobuta no produce" as Kiritani Kouji and fell in love with him in instant. Falling in love with Nakajima Yuto was really an easy thing back then, little Yuto was such a cutie pie. It's more than ten years now since I attached into this lovely person. He never ever fail to make my day, even though he will never knew this I really want to thank him for every single of his smile. I am so grateful to know you, Nakajima Yuto. Your smile is like a rainbow coloring the day, makes everyday seems easier; even so, you do not have to push yourself too much. Just do everything you love to do in your own way, that's the best way to live a life; as long as you happy, we will always happy for you and never ever forget that we will always be here to support you for everything you do.

Last time a friend of mine asked me, "how much love that you have for that Nakajima Yuto? How if one day he has a girlfriend or even married?". For me hearing this kind of questions is kinda funny, my love for Yuto is an absolute fangirl. If one day Yuto has a girlfriend and married it will not change my love for him. The task of a fangirl is to support the Idol, hehehe... Once again, Happy belated birthday Nakajima Yuto. Hope you have a wonderful day as always and do not forget to be happy and stay healthy.

Yesterday also the first Hey! Say! JUMP tenth anniversary live tour, I really wish I were there to experience the live concert by myself. Hehe... However, reading the report already made my day. Thank you so much for the happiness. Hope one day I will be there to see all of those wonderful people with my own eyes. ^__^

Happy Birthday Nakajima Yuto!

Today is a special day, a day that I will always remember because it's your birthday, Nakajima Yuto. You will never know this, but for me you are an important person, my favorite person; my hatsukoi. 

Happy Birtday! Nakajima Yuto! Wish you a wonderful birthday!

New age, new chapter of life. Nakajima Yuto, the one who I fell in love to years ago already became an adult right now. Eleven years and it still feel like yesterday, I fell for that cutie baby Yuto in ya-ya-yah! show. Now, you are not a baby anymore; you are a complete adult at this moment. You have any right to do anything you want to in your life, because you are responsible for everything what you do. You role your own life dear. You write your own story. Last year, in your 22 years old was really a memorial year for me as your fan, there were so many things happened to you. Last year you gave so many surprises and it really surprised us, your fan. Last year you made me smile, laugh and feel doki-doki at the same time.

Otanjoubi Omedettou! You, my favorite!

Tomorrow is waiting for you to make it extraordinary! 

Do not let anything or anyone let you down. Just be yourself, do your best and I will always Support you. Happy Bithday! Hope this year many good things happen to you. Please take a good care of your health and never ever forget to be happy every single day. 

You are not just a pencil color in my life that coloring my life but you are also my "one of those light that shine brightly". 

Ganbatte ne Yuto Kun! Be yourself! 
Keep shining and keep smiling!

We love you and will always support you!

Once again, Happy Birthday Nakajima Yuto!

Otanjoubi Omedettou Nakajima Yuto!

Otanjoubi Omedettou Dear Nakajima Yuto!

10^th of August is always become one of the days that I will never forget. It’s already become one of my big days. It’s your, Nakajima Yuto, birthday! Happy birthday to you Nakajima Yuto san! I hope I can greet you a happy birthday every year. The Nakajima Yuto I have known years ago now already turn into a really fine young man. Now, you are 22 years old already. The little boy I know who really obsessed over bugs and usagi now become a young man who obsessed over camera and drums. Nakajima Yuto, the one who never ever failed to make my day. You, Nakajima Yuto might never know this but me really grateful for your existence in this world. Just by seeing you through my laptop already make me really happy. I really thank your parents for bringing you here to this world.

In your birthday, today, I hope you have a really wonderful day with your family and friends. Wish you be healthy and be happy always. Always be yourself and do not force yourself too hard over something. And last but not least, do not ever forget that you have us who will always support you!

Once again, happy birthday to you Nakajima Yuto! Happy birthday to you one of the pencil color of my life! Thank you so much for coloring my life, Nakjima Yuto san!

Otanjoubi Omedettou to You a Talented Nakajima Yuto

Konban Minna!!!

Let's greet our lovely boy a Happy Birthday!!!

Otanjoubi Omedettou Dear Yuto

The little cutie Nakajima Yuto already transform into a fine young man. I remember the little cutie Nakajima Yuto ever said that the one who could compare to his cuteness was only one person, that was Chinen Yuri. He, Nakajima Yuto, was fully conscious about his cuteness since he was a child and become a spot-lite is a nature for him. Little cutie Nakajima Yuto was really easy to recognize. 

For me, little yuto was so centrist. He the type of person who should be the most in everything (in my opinion), until one day he met Yamada Ryosuke who change his life.  

In my head up until now, this yamada ryosuke boy has a great impact to yuto's life. Yuto and yamada have a special relationship, their relationship not only in business life but also in their real life. Being best friend with yamada for a long time is really something in yuto's life.

There are times when their (yuto and yamada) relationship was in not a good term. There are some rumors in fandom at that time, some fans said that those two were fighting each other and did not speak to each other. At first, I did not believe it, it was so impossible since I knew (I think) yuto really like yamada more than anything else (fangirl imagination). Not long ago, all of these fighting story finally revealed, those two confessed how they were in not a good term for almost two years. Those two are also a human who could make a mistake but when you realized that mistake and fixed it could be a wonderful thing.   

People said that, time changes people. I do believe in that statement and that is really happened to our lovely yuto. As time goes by, people getting mature and the way they think about something usually grown as they grown up too.

Confessing about his problem with yamada and how hard his life all this time when he was in not good term with yamada to a magazine is a huge thing in yuto's life (for me). To someone who always close his things from everybody, suddenly revealed all of his feeling is not an easy thing, it needs much encouragement. Yuto did it great. He's so wonderful (for me). Yuto already become a mature person, he admit his mistake and solve everything with yamada. As mature as yuto, yamada also a great person. Now, both of them back to their wonderful time together as best friend and they even became closer than before.

Dear yuto, for me you are not only an idol that always coloring my life who never failed to make my day, to make me want to scream every time I see you, not only an idol who could bring my mood to the best of it but for me you are also someone who gave me a lesson about life. Seeing you from a child until now I learn something from your stories. 

Nakajima Yuto, thank you for entering this entertainment world, so I know you. Nakajima Yuto please always be the nakajima yuto who you are that we are known, never change to anybody. You are perfect as you are, your childish side, hyper side, everything. We love you as you are!

Once again, Happy 21st Birthday Nakajima Yuto wish you a wonderful birthday. To Nakajima family, thank you for rising a fine Nakajima yuto that we all know. Thank you!

I Deleted All My Blog Stuffs

today 25th August i did a really really stupid things. i incidently deleted all of my stuffs in my blog. Aaaaggggrhh~!!!!!!! stupid!! stupid!! stupid!!!

i deleted all of my yamajima things, baka!! baka!!! baka!!! now, i lost all of my things; nothing to do about it anymore. all of the things that i could do right now is just crying T.T huhuhuhuu~  i lost my "happy birthday" greet to yuto on last 10th August, i lost all of the moment.  

 now i have to remanage all of my stuffs on my blog. i have to fill this blog with new things and i gonna missed all of my past things. i gonna missed all of my yamajima things. i gonna missed my very first fan fiction. so stupid!!! can't help! now cursed my self for the stupid things that i ever do.

Aaarrrggghhhh~!!!! i couldn't forgive myself for this stupid!! stupid!!! stupid things!!