Birthday!

A very belated birthday, 

Birthday always hype me up, no matter what. This year there are so many things that I want to do, I want to achieve; I want to learn more and more, enrich myself with so many experiences, and challenge myself in so many things. 

Happy belated birthday to me ^_______^

Three years in Kinki Kids Fandom

Konnichiwa...

Happy Anniversary to me!! It has been three years I am in Kinki Kids fandom; I am so grateful that I am here in this fandom, I met so many great people.

Nakajima Yuto the best Jeanist

The best jeanist 2017 Congratulations!!! Nakajima Yuto!!

Happy Anniversary JUMP (edited)

Keep JUMPing higher and higher  

Ada begitu banyak hal yang ingin aku tuliskan disini, banyak sekali namun ketika aku membuka kembali post-an ini, semua hal yang ada dikepalaku tiba-tiba seperti terhapus oleeh sebuah penghapus yang sangat besar dan tidak dapat aku mencegahnya. 

Pertama sekali, aku ingin mengucapkan selamat untuk kesembilan member JUMP yang sudah dapat membuktikan pada dunia bahwa mereka bukan anak kecil manja yang akan goyah oleh begitu banyak gosip, cercaan, dan berbagai jenis keraguan dari orang-orang ketika group ini terbentuk. Selamat karena JUMP sekarang sudah berhasil melawati 10 tahun pertama group mereka; dengan JUMP yang sudah berusia 10 tahun artinya aku juga sudah 10 tahun berada di fandom ini, selamat untuk diriku yang masih bisa bertahan sampai sekarang.
10 tahun bukan merupakan waktu yang singkat untuk sebuah group, ada banyak drama yang dilewati oleh JUMP sampai mereka bisa seperti sekarang ini, berada pada jajaran tinggi idol group. Aku ingat, diawal terbentuknya JUMP ada begitu banyak keraguan orang akan group ini, karena faktor usia yang masih terlalu belia dan ada lompatan generasi di jajaran Johnny's jr pada saat itu. Lompatan generasi pada Johnny's jr pada saat itu menyisakan banyak sakit hati dan kekecewaan, namun semua itu adalah keputusan sang pemegang kekuasaan tertinggi dan JUMP sebagai anak kecil hanya bisa patuh dengan apa yang telah ditetapkan oleh agency. Beberapa waktu yang lalu, aku bertemu dengan seorang fangirl dan ia sampai sekarang kurang menyukai JUMP karena menurutnya JUMP terlalu cepat debut saat itu dan ada banyak korban (sakit hati) oleh debut-nya JUMP. Rasanya menyalahkan JUMP untuk urusan debut, banyaknya yang kecewa dan keluarnya beberapa Jr pada saat itu, sampai saat ini, bukanlah hal yang tepat, karena JUMP hanya sebagai pelaksana keputusan. Permasalahan yang dihadapi JUMP bukan hanya datang dari luar namun juga dari dalam group itu sendiri; masih ingat dengan NYC? mungkin sekarang sudah banyak sekali penjelasan tetang NYC saat itu dan konflik member setelah debut. Masalah ayng paling besar dan merubah sejarah JUMP adalah tahun 2011, mengenai keluarnya member saat itu. Berita yang sungguh mengguncang fandom saat itu, banyak fans yang memutuskan untuk meninggalkanfandom JUMP karena berbagai alasan dan keraguan orang banyak mengenai JUMP yang terlalu dini untuk debut muncul kembali. Image imut, cute, yang dilekatkan pada JUMP tidak dapat menahan sebagian fans untuk meninggalkan fandom.
Beberapa waktu yang lalu, aku membaca sebuah terjemahan mengenai Yamada yang menyatakan betapa suram Hey!say! JUMP sekitar tahun 2012-2013 pada masa "zenkoku tour"; saat itu ada banyak seat yang harus ditutup oleh balloon karena tiket tidak habis terjuaal dan perlu diketahui saat itu belum semua member JUMP genap berusia 20 tahun, untuk ukuran anak belia menurutku mereka termasuk dalam anak-anak tagguh, aku senang berada di fandom ini. Sekarang JUMP sudah berada pada posisi yang sedang menaik, menuju puncak tangga perjalanan karir JUMP; mungkin Arashii Waku Waku memiliki peran dalam peningkatan posisi JUMP saat ini. Tahun 2014, seperti awal baru JUMP dengan berbagai hal baru dalam hidup mereka;  tahun 2014 JUMP tambil pada Arashii Waku Waku dan 24Hours NTV. Tahun 2014 juga, semua member JUMP sudah berada pada usia 20an berhasil diselesaikan berbagai permasalahan internal group; JUMP yang anak-anak telah tumbuh menjadi orang-orang dewasa yang berhasil meyelesaikan masalah diantara mereka. 
JUMP sudah berhasil melewati berbagai masa sulit sampai usia yang ke-10 ini, selamat kepada JUMP yang sudah berhasil menunjukan pada banyak orang bahwa mereka layak berada pada posisi saat ini. Sekali lagi selamat. Keep JUMPing higher and higher JUMP!!!!!!

Bias

Bias, will always the first topic when you met a fandom. Why does bias become so important in a fandom? Basically, because your bias was the trigger why you join to a particular fandom; at least that was what happening to me, personally. How important your bias? For me, my biases are really important; I enjoy them, so much. It will always makes me so sad when people talk something bad about my biases; so stupid but it's the real fact. To be honest, that's what I am feeling right now; feeling so sad because people badmouthing my favorites. 

In this fandom world, I have my own rules to live my fandom life; one of the most important of those rules is do not ever badmouthing other fandom. When you badmouthing others' fandom, you hurt them so bad. That's what I am feeling right now, so upset. I really understand that this fandom world is so wide open so people can come, comment, and go as they will. However, when those people who came and left a bad comment over something that they are actually not in to, are always upsetting me. They just like a bandit who came to hurt people for fun and go without any consideration. For me, those people just like a criminal. Sorry, I am so upset; fandom is a very important place for me. I treasure my fandom very much. 

I really appreciate it, if people do not badmouthing other fandom which they are not in to. 

Thank you! 

^__^

Hayama Ryota

Konnichiwa ^___^

Last night, I did not know what's happening with me but suddenly my mind occupied by Hayama Ryota not else. I am so wierd. Last night, when I should read some journal to make some review but but instead of making some review my mind was wondering around and full of Hayama Ryota, I really really a weirdo. It was not because I just watched the movie, I watched the movie weeks ago and I did not watched any or dorama or even concert these past two weeks but suddenly that Hayama Ryota occupied my mind and I could not think any thing but him. 

As we all knew, Hayama Ryota was a character in a movie 僕らのごはんは明日で待ってる, this movie was based on a novel with the same title.  This a love story movie about Hayama Ryota and Uemura Koharu. Hayama Ryota was played by our cutiest baby Nakajima Yuto :) I just watched this movie once and it was weeks ago, I think this movie is really interesting. I love how the director develop the story, and I love the characters in this movie. The story line goes so smooth and so natural.  

Talking about Hayama Ryota, I think this person really interesting. I wonder if a person with such character really do exist in this world. The story began when Hayama still in high school. At school, Hayama did not really make friends; he just staring to the blue sky, no bother with others. Hayama was so gloomy, he loved to read some mystery novels alone. He was not a type of person who could speak easily with people. One day, in sports' day Uemura came to him and asked him if he would participated with rice bag race in the sports' day. That day, in the sports' day Hayama and Uemura together in rice bag race and from then something change in Hayama. In short, Hayama and Uemura dating. 

Uemura was a live personality, she really cheerful in contrast with Hayama's personality. One thing about Hayama's personality that I thought he was a gloomy person even until now was when he decided to go to Thailand. The reasons why he had a trip to Thailand was not so normal like others, and I did not think that he was really enjoy his trip to Thailand. On the other hand, Uemura also had a trip to Australia and Hayama was so surprised when Uemura said that she went to Australia by herself not with a group tour like Hayama had. 

Apart from his gloomy and not good in connecting with people, basically Hayama was a kindhearted person; his friends even call him Jesus. Remember when he broke up with his girl friend (Suzuhara Emiri); I really wondering if such kind of person really do exist in this world. Just like Uemura ever said, Hayama Ryota was a hard worker person; when he began some thing he did his best to it until the end, and that what's happening in his relationship with Uemura. Hayama Ryota a type of loyal person. 

I really wish to read the novel :) but I do not understand Japanese, hehehe... 

That's all

Hayama Ryota an interesting character. 

I really happy when Yuto played not just such an ordinary character in his movie, and now for dorama, Yuto also challenge some different character. Ganbatte ne Nakajima Yuto!! Atashi mo ganbarimasu! 

Happy Independence Day (Dirgahayu Indonesia)

Yup! Today is 17th of August, it's Indonesia Independence day today. Jayalah selalu Indonesia.

Today, I tried to challenge something new in my life that's drawing a sketch. To be honest I am not confident enough with my sketch because it looks horrible, completely a failure. However, I want to make my own sketch to my favorite characters; and the very first character I draw was Yuujiku, since Yuto is my forever baby love. I really am sorry to Hikka and Yuto for my horrible drawing, Gomenasai!! 😭

Months ago my cousin and I went to a newly opened book store and both of us bought a cute sketch book there. That day we had a resolution to have a wonderful sketch in every single page of the book, but there was no continuation from that moment we made that resolution. That poor sketch book was left behind, I even forgot where on earth I put my sketch book. But today, I want to continue my drawing I want to make a good drawing of my favorites. 😁 I wonder if this time I will made a continuation of my resolution. I think it is a good day to start something since today is the Independence Day, the day when my beloved country start it's journey; so as a passionate young person, I want to start a new journey too. Subarashii...😊😊

I really have no confident with my drawing skill, so people please kindly give me some tips how to improve my drawing skill. Thank you in advanced❤

Tokyo Magnitude 8.0

These past few weeks I spent most of my time by watching some movies. Yup! It’s a long holiday and I really enjoy my leisure time. Last night I just have watched this Tokyo Magnitude 8.0; it has been a while in my hard disk but last night I watched it. Most people might watch it already since it's an old anime. However, because I have just watched it last night, I want to share my thought about the anime here.

The story was about the journey of Onozawa Mirai and her little Onozawa Yuuki from Odaiba to their home after a massive earthquake in Tokyo. The story began when the summer holiday happened; Yuuki, who really obsessed over robot, asked their mother if he could go to the robot exhibition in Odaiba. Onozawa mother was a working mother and she has no time to accompany Yuuki to the exhibition; because Yuuki really wanted to go there he begged their mother and at the end their mother asked Mirai, Yuuki's sister, to accompany Yuuki there.It was a smooth journey for the Onozawas, Mirai who was not so excited about the exhibition started to enjoying it; everything run so smooth and everybody enjoy it. It was when the two of Onozawas about to go home, Yuuki was going to toilet and his sister Mirai wait for him outside the building of exhibition, a massive earthquake happened. Everybody was panic so did Mirai, she desperately looking for her little brother who went to the tiolet, she was shouting with all her might while praying that her brother will be alright. While she desperately looking for her brother, Mirai met Mari, a delivery woman. Together with Mari, Mirai found her brother and their journey home began. 

Mirai was not really happy with their mother, for Mirai her mother was too busy. In summer holiday, Mirai had a task to write an essay about the future life, honestly she did not even know what she want to do in the future. Her mother was not her ideal future life. 

Many things happened in their journey to go back home, and not even once a grumble come from Yuuki; he always in high spirit. The day before their journey to Odaiba was their mother birthday, Yuuki was so excited to buy their mother a souvenir from Odaiba as their mother birthday gift. He really could not wait to go back home and give the souvenir to their mother. But then, reality was not always went as their plan; something happened to Yuuki. 

When I watched this anime, I thought this was normal anime nothing really special about it; but, it was completely wrong. The twist of this anime was really emotional for me. Oh! My! I even crying while watching this anime, so touching, sad and lovely at the same time. After I watched this anime, what I got was : we need to treasure our time with people we love, we never know what happen in the future.

I really recommend this anime. So beautiful!! 

^____^ 

Happy Belated Birthday Nakajima Yuto

It's 12nd of August today, and it's two days after our lovely Nakajima Yuto's birthday. I know it's late but I still want to greet him a very happy belated birthday. I am so sorry, it's late. I am a fail fangirl. 

Nakajima Yuto is a complete adult now, it was just like yesterday when I saw him in "Nobuta no produce" as Kiritani Kouji and fell in love with him in instant. Falling in love with Nakajima Yuto was really an easy thing back then, little Yuto was such a cutie pie. It's more than ten years now since I attached into this lovely person. He never ever fail to make my day, even though he will never knew this I really want to thank him for every single of his smile. I am so grateful to know you, Nakajima Yuto. Your smile is like a rainbow coloring the day, makes everyday seems easier; even so, you do not have to push yourself too much. Just do everything you love to do in your own way, that's the best way to live a life; as long as you happy, we will always happy for you and never ever forget that we will always be here to support you for everything you do.

Last time a friend of mine asked me, "how much love that you have for that Nakajima Yuto? How if one day he has a girlfriend or even married?". For me hearing this kind of questions is kinda funny, my love for Yuto is an absolute fangirl. If one day Yuto has a girlfriend and married it will not change my love for him. The task of a fangirl is to support the Idol, hehehe... Once again, Happy belated birthday Nakajima Yuto. Hope you have a wonderful day as always and do not forget to be happy and stay healthy.

Yesterday also the first Hey! Say! JUMP tenth anniversary live tour, I really wish I were there to experience the live concert by myself. Hehe... However, reading the report already made my day. Thank you so much for the happiness. Hope one day I will be there to see all of those wonderful people with my own eyes. ^__^

Koe no Katachi

Yesterday, I went to watch an anime movie "Koe no Katachi". To be honest that was the very first time I watch an anime movie in the cinemas. I was so excited, really I could feel my blood runs so fast and it also has been a very long time since I go to cinemas. 

In my personal opinion this movie is really full of emotion. Teenage story is the best ne~ there are so many feelings in teenage era. The first scene of this movie was when a high school student Ishida Shoya suicide by jumping from the bridge. The protagonist name is Ishida Shoya, and the story line is about Ishida life and his friends. The story began when Ishida was in 6th grade of elementary school, there was a new transfer student to Ishida's class name Nishimiya Shoko. Nishimiya was not like any other students in the class, Nishimiya was deaf impared; she communicated using a note book. Even though Nishimiya has a disability, she was a really cheerful little girl and like to friend with anybody. Ishida's seat was right behind Nishimiya and Nishimiya really want to be friend with him. The first day at school she made so many friends but that was not last long for her, some of her class started to bully her. Most of her class found her as a geek but there was a girl name Sahara Miyoko. One of the most constant bullying Nishimiya was Ishida and his gang (basically all of his gang members). One day after school when all of her classmate left her, she found Ishida was there and she was really happy about it; she gave her hand to be friend with Ishida but contradiction Ishida said he did not have any attention to have a friend like her, he then throw sands to her face and then go away. They made fun of her and many times they throw away her hearing tool. One day it was the most execrable one ever, they forced took the hearing tool from her ear until her ear bleeding and throw it somewhere; since then Nishimiya never come to school again, she moved to other school. Since then also everybody blamed Ishida as the reason why Nishimiya left their school, and everyone start bullying Ishida. People who were his gang, all of them left him. Everything changed in Ishida life since then, he start blaming himself and could not face people in their face. Whenever he walk he always looking down the ground. 

Ishida become a boy who really did not pay any attention to his environment, in Ishida life there were only he, and his family that's all. Until one day he met Nagatsuka Tomohiro, and Nagatsuka become the first one friend and teach him what was the meaning of a friend. In Ishida new life, he started to learn sign language and looked for Nishimiya Shoko. Basically, he did not really know why he did all of that; but deep down in his heart he really sorry for everything that happened in the past. One day, he saw Nishimiya and he was really excited to meet her again. There in the sign language lesson class he also meet with Yuzuru who he known as Nishimiya's boyfriend, but then he know that Yuzuru was Nishimiya little sisters. And the adventure of emotional stories began. People from Ishida's past one by one come to his life again. ^__^ 

Watching this movie really shed me a tear, so emotional. Friendship, bullying, honesty. I like how the director drive the audience with the plot, really detail and explain everything what happened. 

If you are Kimi no Nawa, Ano Hana lover then I bet you will love this one too. ^__^

Jya... that's all

It has been a very long time since I came here. 

Bye bye 

 

Hijrah

It has been a long time since I came to this blog, I really miss this blog of mine. Year has changed, and so many things had happened in my life. This past few days I was not so update about fandom. I do not know if I could update anything about fandom again. My RL is not bad actually, it's just me who dramatize my life. I moved to a new town, and I want to do so many things here in this new town.

Jya...

New life is began..

New story to be written..