誕生日おめでとう! 知念 侑李

KUN?

This is another late news that I've just knew, that is the news about Kattun and Taguchi Junnosuke. A really sad news, I never expect that this news will happen.

Taguchi Junnosuke has announced that he will leave Kattun and JE on next spring. As a fangirl, a member leaving the group is the last thing that I want to hear. It so brokenhearted news for us fangirl. Even though I am not one of Kattun fans but still I knew them since the first time I am in JE fandom and I follow stories about them, I knew them. 

Last week, I have just re-watching the Shonen Club Premium show Ep with NEWS as the guest. It was the New years' special Ep. At that SCP show, they wrote a question on a card and members of the other group will pick the card and answer the question on it. At that time the question that Tego took was "have you ever think to leave the group?" When this question was up, everybody was anticipated about what was Tego going to say. I wonder if that time Taguchi Junnosuke already had this thought about leaving Kattun so one of the members wrote that question. At that SCP show, Tego said that the reason why he still In NEWS up until now was all thanks to all of the love that all of the fans have given to the group. He really grateful with all of their fans. The Chankapanas. 

Back to Taguchi Junnosuke. Some fans speculated the reason why Taguchi Junnosuke leave Kattun was because he's getting married. I do not know. Years ago, there was a rumor about Taguchi Junnosuke getting married in Hawaii. But then, that news was flew away as ash was blown away, gone with no trace. Idol is a human also, he has a personal life that he want to live on, I really understand that as a fangirl. However, when they decided to leave the group it's one of the most sad things ever. For Kattun, it is the third times. I do not know how the rest of the members feel about this. 

Good bye! Taguchi Junnosuke... Everybody has a right to choose his way to live his life and I appreciate your decisions for your life even though it was a sad thing. However, life must go on and I hope Kattun will get through this.    

The Voice Within

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You'll learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know (be strong)
You'll break it (hold on)
You'll make it (be strong)
Just don't forsake it because
(No one can tell you what you can't do)
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
And like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
You will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
(Listen) 

Credit to: azlyrics.com 

Birthday!

Konbanwa Minna!!!

Minna genki kai? ^__- These past few days was really an energetic days. My tension was up higher then ever. ahahaha.... Back to fandom makes me in high tension. There were so many things happened in fandom from Kinki Kids's new single "Yume wo Mireba Kizutsuku Koto mo Aru" (I really love this single), then I knew that our lovely boy Nakajima Yuto will have "Keiji Balerino" drama (I wonder if this drama will be a comedy? drama) and I am so grateful that I have fandom a place where I can release my hard RL. hehehe...

Then this, Dongwanie birthday's coming! One of my favorite Korean ever! Kim Dong Wan, one of Shinhwa's members who was born in 21st of November 1979 and he just released his album D (if I am not mistaken). I just knew him actually, since I into Shinhwa since last May. 

I still do not know much about him. At the first glance over Shinhwa, he was not my favorite one however as the time goes by Dongwanie turned into my most favorite member over other members. As not  a Korean fans, I actually not know much about Korean fandom life. However, since the first time I follow Shinhwa I think this Dongwanie is  really a cool person. He did what he likes. He loves to learn many things, he love to learn languages and he has a high social awareness. (I think. Personal opinion) I really like this Kim Dong Wan person. A cool person. Even though sometimes people think he is a joy kill and other members think that he was not funny and annoying but for me he still cool. ahahaaa... because I am bias. Other members ever said that he need to do plastic surgery since he has so many wrinkles. Funny, but I like the way Dongwanie is. There is no need to do plastic surgery since he cool as he is. Happy Birthday Dongwanie. Stay cool as always!   

Next person is this person, Jang Doong Woo. Really nothing much I could say about this person because I just knew him last week. ahahah... My first impression over this person was energetic person. Someone who always have extra energy over his body. One of Infinite members, who was born in 22nd of November 1990.  My sister said that DongWoo is an easy person. He is really emotional person, can be so happy easily and he can cry out his heart easily over some things that touched his heart. He is the one who feel really grateful over what Infinite has done so far. 

And what make I gave my eyes over this Dong Woo person was because my sister said that he is just like me, could be so happy and sad easily. Was that a compliment actually? Hahaha... 

But, Whatever it was I want to say Happy Birthday to Jang Dong Woo. 

Stay as you are, stay cheerful and do not let that spirit that you have on you gone away! ^^

Lastly 23rd of November, It's my birthday! I want to say a Happy Birthday to me! Hahaha... Someone ever said like this to me, "you like to see cool people, but how about you yourself? Don't you want to be a part of that cool people also? Are you want to end up as a watcher?" The answer is I really want to be a part of them. I want to show people around me that I could do something also, that I could be a person that can be rely on. I really wish that one day I could be a part of them. In this new age of me, I want to pursue myself to find what I really want in this life, and how I could be there, be a part of that cool people. hehehe.... Happy birthday to me!!

Birthday! always one of my favorite days ever, because we are the spot-lite on that day. Happy Birthday Dongwanie! Happy Birthday Dong Woo and Happy Birthday to me! ^__-  

Keiji Ballerino

Saturday is coming!!

Hehehe... 

Ahh!!!.. I am so late! a Failure fangirl. I just knew this news that our lovely boy will have a new drama in January 2016 that is (Balerino Detective?) ^__^ Keiji Ballerino (刑事バレリーノ )

Months not into internet makes me lost. Ah!!! I really can't wait for this. Balerino Yuto is back. fufufu... 
Yuto kun Ganbatte!! 
I wonder if this dorama will be a comedy? dorama. I still lack of information about this dorama. 
Since Yuto have this dorama in the new years is mean that Yuto already has one movie and one dorama in January 2016. Omedettou Yuto kun. Ganbattene! Yuto! 
We will always Support you!
Jya baibai!!
^__^   

Experiencing Jakarta

Jakarta, this is the second time I came to this capital city of Indonesia. The first time I came here because of my work, and this time I came here was not because of my work but to attend a concert. That was Infinite Concert. 

I was not that I am an Inspirit (how Infinite named their fans), it was because I was really curious how to experience a live concert itself. My sister is an Inspirit, she bought the ticket concert for me. 

There were so long story behind we attend the concert, the story that would make this journey of me to Jakarta became one of my journey that I will never forgot in my life. But, I am here not for sharing that private story of me ^___^
The concert was started on 3Pm sharp. We, my sister and I arrived at tennis indoor Senayan Jakarta around 2.15Pm. Honestly, I did not really know Infinite. I just knew one of their song from their latest  album (Reality) that was Standing face to face (I called this song Yogie, because that was the only word that I recognized). Infinite has  seven members but when I came to that Concert I only knew two out of seven members that was Kim Sungkyu (the leader) and Kim MyungSu (both of them are Kim). 
While we were waiting for the concert to start, there were some music video were playing on the big screen; most of people around me were screaming over the video even my sister, she scream but me? I just laughing over myself, I did not know them and the worst I did not not all of the songs that playing on the screen. I was like an alien who came to a new world. However, I was saved by my sister; she introduced me the members one by one. She kept informing me while watching  the video and I learnt to know them a little bit. 
3Pm sharp, the concert started. Infinite shown and all of the Inspirit scream out loud over them. I really not into Infinite but the atmosphere of the concert, the spirit of the fangirl, I really like it. I proud myself as fangirl ^_-

As the concert go on, surprisingly, I enjoy the concert (may be because I like atmosphere of the fangirl around me). My sister kept telling about the boyband (Infinite) story from the members and all of the songs that they sang at that time. in that concert I learnt that Infinite has seven members that is SungKyu, DoongWoo, WooHyun, HoWon, SungYeol, MyungSu, Sungjoong (If I am not mistaken) and I learnt to know their songs. My favourite song of Infinite? It still Yogie (the first song of Infinite that I knew). 
At that concert, they sang and danced with full energy (sorry I could not give the list of the songs because I do not know the tittle of the songs), too bad one of the members that was Lee HoWon was not in his fit condition (his foot injured) so he just sat on a chair when the others were dancing. 
Two and a half hour in concert arena was just like a blink of an eye. Two hours was too short. I really like the atmosphere of the concert. I really wish that one day, I could attend Hey!Say! JUMP or Kinki Kids concert but it almost impossible for Jianisu to come to Indonesia T_T
My first concert experience, even it was not my fandom but I really enjoy it. Now, I knew why people love to attend concert it because concert gave us fangirl a different sensation. hehehe... But if there's someone ask me, will I change my fandom after I attend that concert? My answer will be... No, I will not. Hehehe... I enjoy the concert and I really appreciate the Idol (Infinite), they work really hard. I enjoy their songs and dance. I will became their spectators... Hehehe.. ^__^
Today, November 19 2015 1:32Am, is my last day in Jakarta. I do not know when I will come here again. Tonight, I spent my internet credit to write this because I do not want to make the days I am here just pass by. Hehehe.... 
Another important thing is... Kinki Kids first day sale. 

Yesterday, November 18 was Kinki Kids new single's first day sale. As a fangirl, I am a failure, I just knew that Kinki Kids will released a new single was just last week and I lose the change to have the Limited edition of this single. Too bad, too unlucky for me as fangirl. Months not into internet makes me became a failure fangirl. However, I still happy because of the sales of the single was good like always. ^__^

Yesterday, B1A4 also released a new single "Happy Days". B1A4 sales in Japan was good. I remember the last time I ever posted about B1A4 single sales also, and it was good also. I am not B1A4 fans actually, I just knew one of their members that is Baro. I knew Baro because of he play in "Reply 1994" and I like that drama. 

Congratulations! for Kinki Kids and B1A4 ^__^

I wonder, Will Kinki Kids release a new album this year? I really want to have one if they release it. 

Ah! I really want to attend JUMP or Kinki Kids concert, I wonder when that day will come to my life.. Hehehe... 

That's all!

It has been a long time since I came to this blog and posted something here. RL is killing me. 

Baibai!
Bonus... My fancam ^__*

 

Happy Birthday Uncle Google

Pagi ini waktu buka aku buka search engine google.... dan tada... muncullah gambar ini... gambar ini adalah hasil print screen dari search engine google hari ini tanggal 27 September 2015. Ternyata hari ini adalah ulang tahun ke-17 dari om google.. 

Om google Happy Birthday ^__^

Terima kasih sudah ada didunia maya, banyak hal yang aku telah temukan dari pencarian menggunakan search engine mu om google. 

Dengan menggunakan search engine om google selama ini, aku bisa menemukan banyak hal. Banyak pemahaman dan pengalaman yang aku dapatkan dari pencarian di search engine om google, bahkan aku menjadi lebih dekat dengan fandom ku ^^b

Sekali lagi selamat hari jadi yang ke-17 buat om google... ^^

Happy 8th Anniversary JUMP

Happy Anniversary JUMP!!!

Gak terasa udah delapan tahun aja ini JUMP! Di tahun yang kedelapan ini banyak hal yang terjadi, bukan hanya di JUMP tapi juga didalam diriku sendiri sebagai pendukung JUMP. 

Ditahun yang kedelapan ini banyak sekali hal yang ingin kusampaikan, yang pada intinya semoga JUMP bisa menjadi satu group yang solid seperti para senior mereka. Dan untuk itu JUMP tidak perlu khawatir karena kami, para Tobikko akan selalu ada untuk mendukung JUMP. Keep JUMPing Higer JUMP! As High as possible!!! Ditahun ini JUMP punya acara Tv sendiri, suatu hal yang sangat di syukuri. Seperti para senior JUMP akhirnya punya acara Tv mereka sendiri.

Tahun ini Anniversary JUMP sangat special, karena bertepatan dengan Hari Raya Iedul Adha. Aku merayakan dua hal besar pada hari ini sekaligus ^__^

Semoga JUMP dapet banyak keberkahan di Hari yanga sangat istimewa ini.. Hehe... 

Happy 8th Anniversary JUMP!!! 

dan

Selamat Hari Raya Iedul Adha 1437 H

Halal kah…?

Halal kah…? 

Halalkah? Berkahkah? Belakangan ini banyak hal terjadi dalam hidupku, banyak hal yang aku takutkan didalam menjalani hidupku ini. Hanya Allah lah tempat berlindung. Berkali kali aku bertanya padadiriku sendiri halalkah ini? Berkahkah semua ini?

Aku pernah mendengar ucpan yang mengatakan bahwa, halal adalah awal dari keberkahan Allah, dan tujuan kita hidup adalah untuk mengumpulkan berkahitu sedikit demi sedikit. Berkah Allah yang menjadi pelita kita dalam perjalanan hidup ini.

Halal dan Haram bagaikan Hitam dan Putih, dua hal yang tidak dapat dipisaahkan walaupun terlihat begitu kontras dalam perbedaan. Ya Rabbana, aku takut. Begitu banyak hal yang aku takuti didalam hidup ini. Aku takut masuk ke dalam zona abu-abu yang lama kelamaan akan menarik ku ke dalam hitammnya zona Haram itu.

Rasulullah shallahu alaihi wassallam bersabda, belajarlah dari buayan hingga liang lahat.  Sekarang aku memahami mengapa Rasullullah shallahu alaihi wassallam begitu menginginkan umatnya untuk terus belajar karena sungguh, ketidaktahuan itu mendekatkan kita kepada kemudharatan. Banyak hal yang mendekatkan kita kepada Haram hanya karena kita tidak mengetahuinya (hanya karena kebodohan diri kita). Sungguh baginda Rasulullah shallahua laihi wassallam, sudah mengingatkan kita umatnya, betapa Rasulullah shallahu alaihi wassallam memikirkan dan mencintai kita umatnya. Semoga Allah selalu melimpahkan rahmatnya kepada banginda Rasulullah shallahu alaihi wassallam, sahabat dan keluarganya.

Hari ini aku membaca buku Habiburrahman  El-Shirazy yang berjudul “ApiTauhid” disana ada sebuah kisah yang sungguh patut untuk kita teladani. Cerita tentang seorang pemuda yang memegang teguh kesucian dirinya.  “Dikisahkan seorang pemuda bernama Mirza dari desa Nurs. Mirza adalah seorang pemuda yang dikenal berbudi luhur, baik kepada siapa saja dan taat menjalankan agama. Di suatu pagi, selepas sholat subuh, Mirza menggiring lembu-lembunya ke padang gembala. Mirza sangat memperhatikan apa yang dimakan lembu-lembunya. Mirza menjaga agar lembunya jangan sampai memakan rumput tidak halal dari kebun orang. Hari itu, Mirza membawa lembu-lembunya lebih jauh dari biasanya dan ia sampai di padang rumput desa Balkan. Mirza mengikat lembu-lembunya dengan patok di padang rumput itu, barulah ia melepaskan tali pengikat mulut mereka dengan membaca basmalah. Ketika matahari beranjak keubun-ubun peta langit, Mirza tampak tertidur kelelahan. Ketika terbangun dari tidurnya Mirza langsung memeriksa lembu-lembunya. Ia kaget seekor lembu jantannya hilang. Mirza segera bangkit dan mencari lembunya, Mirza terus berjalan dan akhirnya sampai pada sebuah ladang. Di ladang itu ia melihat lembunya begitu asyik makan rumput. Ia sangat sedih dan merasa berdosa melihat lembunya makan rumput di ladang orang. Mirza mencari pemilik lading tersebut, dengan santun Mirza mengucapkan salam di satu rumah yang tidak begitu jauh dari lading tersebut. Tiga kali Mirza mengucapkan salam, namun tidak ada balasan meskipun pintu rumah itu terbuka. Tatkala Mirza hendak melangkah, sebuah suar amenjawab salamnya. Dengan santun Mirza menjelaskan kedatangannya yaitu untuk meminta maaf atas kelancangan lembunya yang masuk keladang tersebut dan memakan rumput dan tumbuhan yang ada di ladang itu. Mirza sungguh menyesali kelalaiannya dan memohon agar dimaafkan dan dihalalkan, karena nanti apabila lembu itu suatu saat dimakan maka semuanya halal, jika di jual maka hasilnya halal, jika di jadikan pejantan maka semua anaknya adalah halal. Lelaki pemilik lading tersebut tersentak mendengar penjelasan Mirza,dan merasa sangat tertarik pada Mirza. Cerita full credit to Habiburrahman El-Shirazy “AapiTauhid”.

Pernahkah terpikir oleh kita sampai kepada detail sekecil yang dilakukan oleh Mirza untuk halal dan haram akan apa yang kita lakukan dan makan dalam kehidupan sehari-hari? Pertanyaan berikutnya, masih adakah Mirza-mirza lain di atas bumi ini? (sungguh keadaan membuatku menjadi sangat pesimis). Mirza menikah dengan anak gadis sang pemilik lading yang bernama Nuriye, dikemudian hari mereka memiliki anak bernama Said. Kelak Said menjadi ulama besar seantero penjuru Turki, bahkan dunia. Said mendapat julukan Budizzaman Said Nursi yaitu Keaajaiban zamannya.

Sungguh Allah azzawazalla meninggikan drajat orang yang menjaga makanan yang masuk ke dalam perutnya, menjaga kehalal-an untuk masuk menjadi darah dan dagingnya. Semoga Allah menjaga diri kita semua dari segala benda haram dan menunjukkan semua jalan halal yang berbuah berkah kepada kita semua. 

Amin ya Rabbalalamin.

Happy Birthday 山崎 賢人!!!!!

Orange,

Orange,

Few days ago I started reading a comic entitle “orange” by Ichigo Takano. I started reading this comic because of Yamazaki Kento. It’s always like that; I started over something because of my obsession over something. Few days ago, when I searched for Yamazaki Kento and Death Note, out of my expectation I bumped into news that Yamaken would have his new movie which was the live actions of a manga entitle “Orange” and now I am still reading that manga.

Now, I am on chapter 12 of the manga. I don’t know how many chapters this manga have actually. A little review about the manga up until now I read it. This manga’s storyline is about the six main characters’ friendship. The story is about future and past time. There was a transfer student name NaruseKakeru (the character which will be played by Yamaken) who in no time getting really close to the other five of the main characters. Kakeru was like a mysterious hole; even the six of them were close friends however they were never known what was happening in Kakeru’s mind. Kakeru always smile all the way but one day in his 17 years old he was committed suicide.

Naho, one of the six main characters got a letter from her in the future (10 years ahead) to help her to prevent Kakeru from suicide. The Naho from the future wanted the 17 years Naho change the future so that the six of them could still laughing together just like in the past. However, could they change the future? Until chapter 12 I read the manga they could save Kakeru from some events that he should be death according to the story from Naho’s letter (the future Naho). Actually it was not only Naho who got the letter from the future;Suwa (other friend) got a letter also. 

Regret about the past, that’s the main story about the manga. Who in this world who doesn’t have regret about the past. Kakeru, every single day he thinks of suicide. Kakeru’s biggest regret in his life was when his mother committed suicide in the day of welcome ceremony in high school, he blamed himself for that. While the others, their biggest regret was they as best friends they did not know what’s happening to their friend. They regretted it that when they have a good time, laughing together all the way, that they friend actually hiding some hard time in his life. They regretted it because they just know that something trouble their friend when he (Kakeru), their best friend already gone not existed in this world anymore. Could they change the future? Could all of the letters they got from the future change the fate?

I am so excited about the live action version of this manga, since I love “orange” the most. Moreover, what makes me excited is not only the color (orange) and Yamazaki Kento but Sakurada Dori. Sakurada Dori will be in the live action also, he will play Hagita’s character. Somehow, I still got that Yowakutemo drama effect.

Yamazaki Kento, it seems he is really busy. Yamazaki Kento will have a movie release on September 19, 2015 that is “Heroine Shikkaku”. He still filming Death Note drama at the moment and he will have “Orange” live action soon. Kentokun please do not forget to have some rest yourself. Please take care of your health.

In time with you

In time with you 

If you are asked what kind of drama genre that you like the most? What will be your answer? If it were me, my favorite of course romance, since I am a melancholic girl.

Not a long ago, I watched a romance drama entitle in time With You. I really like this drama, so much. In this drama there were so many conversations that we could quote it. I like the way they made the conversations in the drama. I think the script was good. I also like how the story of the drama flows. I usually not into Taiwanese drama, but this in time With You drama dragged me into Taiwanese drama. There were so many scenes that I like from this drama. But, my favorite ever was the one when Li Da Ren went to Cheng You Qin’s house the night before her wedding.

It was when Da Ren saw the high school Cheng You Qin tried to open the door just like the old time and said, “Could you let me to wipe your tears dry? Could let me listen to what’s in your heart? Could you let me be your friend; but not just a friend? Could you let me love you?” This scene of the drama is my favorite. I also like the scene of the theater in this drama. It was all good.

Ah! Sorry, I forget to introduce this In Time with you drama. In time with you is a Taiwanese drama which air in 2011. The story was about two friends, best friends, Li Ta Ren and Chen You Qin. They are friends since high school. People said there is no platonic friendship between woman and man, and that’s what happens in this drama.

The story began when Cheng You Qin celebrated her 30^th birthday with her best friend Li Ta Ren, suddenly an idea came, they made a bet the one who could get married first will get a red pocket money in the wedding day with huge mount of money. In that bet, Cheng You Qin was the only one who gave his heart to the bet while in the other hand Ta Ren just enjoyed it how You Qing did her best to be the first one to get married. Chen You Qin is a type of girl who hate to lose. Chen You Qin did her best to get married however she never once considered Li Ta Ren to be her husband.

In high school,  Li Ta Ren and Chen You Qin were not in a good relationship; they more like a rival (at least that's what Chen You Qin thought all this time). Li Ta Ren ever said to Chen You Qin when they were still in high school that Ta Ren will not fall in love to Chen You Qin. 

This drama is really nice. For the one who love romantic drama then you may try this drama. This drama won many awards including the best actor and actress and if I am not mistaken this drama is adapted to Korean version this year. ^_^